HELP: I miss my sunshine :(

Helloooooooo everyone.. How's life? Is everybody good? Sorry for lack of updates lately (≧△≦) I feel bad because been so unproductive last month.. T_T

I miss you all!  Anyone miss me? ...no one? Okay... :''(

if you were following my twitter, maybe some of you already now that I HAVE GOTTEN A JOB ヾ(☆▽☆) Thanks God! I feel so excited! I really wanted to get new experience and I thought I need to enter a marketplace :D

Today was my 4th day of working. I working as finance staff in one of established factory in Surabaya :) Now I understand how hard working is.. really tiring >____< I haven't adapted with this working hours yet.. I back to my boarding house at 6.00 PM everyday with tired body and I don't have flexible time like before :'(

Please give me some time, okay? I'll adapt with this condition very soon. I will back as active blogger and blogging as frequently as possible after my body able to adapt with my working days.. :)

Back to topic.. 

the problem begins..

I miss sunshine already! TT____TT

Before start to work, I've been so worried that I will be unable to capture proper photos for my blog... FYI my camera can't create good photos with artificial lighting or low lighting.. *the auto focus is sucks*

That's why I usually take pictures with natural daylight..

But I am working in a office now, my working hours is 08.00-17.00. I need to wake up really early everyday (05.00 AM) because my shuttle car will pick me up at 06.10... 

It's really impossible for me to produce proper photos with this current situation :'( 

I'm so frustrated now...

I even have made a DIY softbox for support my photography, but it didn't really helps...

Currently I using Samsung ST600 with dual LCD. It can produces good and pretty decent photos with natural daylight, but otherwise the camera can't capture proper photo with low lighting and can't show its best picture with artificial light :'(

Few months ago, I wanted this camera so bad because I saw Bubzbeauty used the old version of this camera, ST500 and her photos are really good. Especially this camera has dual LCD function, which can support my camwhoring hobby *LOL*

Nahhh... I guess I only can produce good photos at saturday or sunday.. when I don't work.. TT___TT *I wish I have DSLR camera*

Anyone who has suggestion or same problem with me? Please tell me how to overcome this situation :'( I don't want to be restricted of blogging just because this problem..

Please give me any tips, feedback or suggestion..

I will really appreciate every single comment of you T_T

Thanks for spending your precious time to read my "curcol" post.. :'(

Until next time~

HELP: my hair problem :'(

SOS I need some help >_<

Hello my dear readers, first of all.. thanks for every warm comment that you gave on my blog. I have regarding all of you as my close friends and family ^_____^

I really enjoyed the moment when we could share many things together, especially on IBB :')

Now, i would like to ask some advice from all of you..

About my hair problem :'(

Sorry I'd better use Bahasa Indonesia instead of English because my English is not good enough >_<

Okayy.. dari kecil aku memiliki rambut yang tebal, megar dan kering banget, bisa dibilang jenis rambut ku ini rambut yang besar2 diameternya ._. kata orang-orang, rambut sejenis ini gampang sekali jadi PUTIH!! (TT____TT)

yeah, since I was in Junior High School, I have struggled with this problem :'(

Kadang-kadang, ubanku bisa keliatan kadang tersembunyi (di balik rambut ku yang tebal). Saking tebalnya rambutku, aku pernah 2x rebonding dan yang terakhir ini aku tipisin aja.. karena kalo di rebonding trus nanti rambutku jd ketergantungan -_- lol

Nah, kalau ubanku udah muncul biasanya aku ngga tahan untuk mencabutnya >_< Aku dengar uban bisa dipicu gara-gara stres. Yah, emang sih kadang melankolisku kumat, aku jd stres kalo mikirin sekolah, dan kuliah.. ckckck..

Yang ingin aku tau, benarkah kalo mencabut uban itu bisa memicu timbulnya uban yg lain? :'( Biasanya aku mencabutnya sampai akar sih.

Dan yang aku cukup heran, biasanya ubanku itu tidak merata warnanya. Seringnya sih cuma daerah akarnya aja yang putih, lainnya hitam. Kadang cuma bagian tengahnya aja yang putih. 

Apa jangan-jangan karena pengaruh shampoo yang kupakai ya? ;_; apakah shampoo yang kupakai ni tidak cocok? Sekarang aku lagi pake Herbal Essence Shampoo yang Hello Hydration.

Dulu pernah pake lifebuoy, dove, sunsilk, pantene.. smua ngga cocok.. bikin rambut jadi kering, dan ada yang bikin uban jd muncul >____< hrr

Terakhir, 3 bulan yang lalu aku abis coloring rambut dan dlm waktu dekat ngga berkeinginan utk coloring lagi karena ga pengen ngerusak rambutku lagi =_=

Ini adalah foto-foto keadaan rambutku yang terbaru :

ugly roots, uneven colors (>,<)

looks so dry, eh? ;_;

gray haiiiirrrrrr ;______;

Actually i really love my hair (ya iyalah, rambut gw sendiri XD)

karena itu sebisa mungkin ingin aku rawat dan ngga pengen sampai banyak muncul uban T____T wew..

Dear all, please please please give me some advice ;____;

Thank youuuu lovelies for reading this post >,<